BEAUTIFUL DONE

SALAM RAMADHAN TO ALL MUSLIMS..alhamdulillah taun ni smpt ag jmpe ngn ramadhan..so manfaatknlah sesempurna yg mampu..sbb taun dpn there’s no guarantee ley jmpe ag.huuu…besh tol tarawih td..blackout lak tuh..[walkin under the moonlight...so dramaticc..] hope dpt keep on smpai abes...[nk g pulau melaka maa~]

last seminar [adab nusus]..TODAY..besh+gle+nk  maT..[kompilasi dak hana...] esk bdk ni ajak ak gi pustaka…dgn hrpn i carry this thang..tp ak rse itu hanya mimpi semata mata sbb…klo bleh esk mmg ak tanak g skol sbb..ak mmg suke motem [nk wt cane ni aku...kah3]..no-lahh..act…mmg malas.tons of thing gotta do!!wuwuw mlm ni bleh settlenye..believe in me..have faith..have confident..esk tggl g jmpe ckgu je..hihihi =D we’ll see

sian emey hr ni kne subtitute ak handle so karow..klo nk hrp kt ak mmg ak x pegi dh..[so TODAY is SAVE..tanx to THE EMEYPAHGURL]..hwahwa..mls pikir..ikot dorg nk pikir ape..asalkan aku mls pikir..uhukx..tp ak still anggap dorg tu kwn..dunia akhirat..walopn dorg blabla..tp ak ttp igt mse skol rndh..jambori n etc..prangai sorg2 mmg cmtu..so ak bleh accept..n can forgot also.ak pon x promise perfect bg dorg..so? what..? tp dorg tu kwn lame..dh jd len cite.OUT!!!! setel esk ngn emey.
..len kali mmg xleh nk pecaye org sgt..trying not to from now on..insYaAllah…ade hikmah disebalik sesuatu kejadian..manusia salu pikir yg buruk..trylah cari yg baik..meskipn kte kdg2 tak tejumpe ape yg baik tuh..jgn salahkan takdir…sbb sesuatu yg terjadi mst ade pengajaran buat diri kte sendirik..ngee~so right..

hr ni ak blk awal coz seminar abes awl [jahat gle aku...XP] tp ak ade point penting yg harus aku terajui.. dgn pantas [btol takk??btol????]..hr ni spt tercatat dlm agenda harian aku…AKU KNE G BWAT IC BARU..question mark pasti tertimbus dibenak otak anda..knape aku bwat i/c baru???  jwpnnye sgt menolak iaitu i/c yg ak dpt since dajah 6 tu…mmg xleh diguna pakai apetah lg diselamatkn..kondisinye tidak mengizinkn dy hidup bsama2 ak shgga ak mnjadi seorg doctor kelak… [ceyhh~ can i/c live dat long???] i/c ak mmg trowk nk matiiii !!!![bak kte hana...] dh le num kt blakang i/c tu kosong…tanda tgn pengarah jabatan pendaftaran tadekk..[its tearing out w/o my awareness!!!!!!!!!!] ntah msk dlm washing machine ke ape..mse trial hr tu smpt ag kne tego ngn ustaz..o_O ngeh3…ak bajet dy mst plik apsl la i/c ak bleyh jd sebegitu mengancamm..ketidakwarasan ak adlah ak xpnah sedar i/c tu trok..bg ak ok je [walopn ak tau...mmg persis i/c pendatang tak halal] cm buat sendiri..siap ade selotep ag..kaskaskas~~

hr ni seminar bm [haha..cm ak ckp WAJIB PEGI!!! ] gimana cara skali pn..ni yg plg sengal ak nk story nih..tgk2 set ni kne dok dewan skali ngn dak acc.[AKU ...tekontang kanting dlm dewan..sendiri] it doesnt mean i cant survive alone..tp alangkah bahagia nye jika set tu ade skali…ak rse cam…cam pelik!!!! rse cm sedo pon ade..ngeahahahaha!!! kirenye wawasan tanpa jitu [hahh?]..xpela..ni ujian aku utk dok sorang..aku pasrah…redha…sembilu..urghhh..lps bm tafsir..suami ustzh norzila yg bentang [tafsir bop to the top..] aku ddk ngn tingki vs ifif

lps wt i/c,g mall [mall ape lg yg ade kt cni??] usha2 bnde yg ptt diusha iaitu kasot..cari wire 3 warna namun tumpas…[dh bayar tp lupe amik kt counter...]
beterbanganlh wang itu ke udara..

psl mjlh mmg mengayat hati [feels like screaming aaaaaaaa-aaaaaaaa-aaaaaaaa]..huh!!!!!!.hell do i care those simple things..bkn nk kutok.just..laaa~..wuts the big deal? annur tade kaitan ngn mjlh dorg tu..skola sendirik2…mjlh pon sendirik la..really dont understand why we’ve to compete each other..[let it go~~~...tak payah burden ur mind nk compare2 laa] eeeee…SENGALL!!!!!!not a mastermind to let out all ideas…great ideas..so pressured! feels like livin in the black hole..equal zero..otak kanan ngn kiri..cm tade pape.makes me wonder…kes mandatori ape yg mmbuatkn keje ni..keje yg nk dibanding banding..??? ak nk wt keje pon tade mood…one hope la…banned la tradisi banding mmbanding…nescaya hidup akan aman
**dedicated to nobody..

rough work become smoother once i met old frens..named **d0n ruddy** nsb nsb baik sgt ade dy!!!..dy mmg byk tlg aku..part of giving ideas…ngee~ klo dy ade sini..mmg ak setelkan sume divider ni ngn die..haha..tp pe mau buat..far away..
spe suro ko pindah laaa…haihhhh..
if u read dis jot, tanx for helping me..may ALLAH bless u..luv u a loads

mmg besh gle dh once dh abes seswatu pekse..but i can’t deny my fear for the real one.lps raye plak tu.pe nk jd ngn result ak..ak yg smakin hr smakin mnjadi jadi malas.hum..ak tatau nk bwat ape..so ak wat bodo..hwahwa~
trial smu,i guess i did better then mid yr..kah3..mid yr sioo r.but i’m still giga proud at it..the success hav it own story..mmg penting dan bermakna..
paper balaghah la ak slackk skali..huh..sumtimes i wonder y must learn this madah.. ..XP such a thinker!!adab nusus tu ok la lg..tp pnjg utk hafal.[aku strike2 je kasi pendek] spe yg success hafal to the end..mmg seorg yg beradab..

alas~ got my deathly hallow [huge tanx for my sis]..it look damn thick n so big..goshh,gotta fix time to read it..[rse cm bce dlm ramadhan je..] woa,ramadhan comin..xsaba rsenye..taun ni mmg nk bwat tebaik a [ntah2 taun dpn xjmpe lg ngn ramadhan]..terawih…lg gile aku tak saba!!!aaa tak saba tak saba tak saba!!!

ak rse lps abes trial ni muke ak mmg "rare" ah klihatan kt skol..so many things can be done at home.[ak mmg xsdar diri..] next week seminar la plak..annoy tol!!! kco plan ahh..huhhh..how do i survive? mse pmru pn ak xg sminar..for the whole week ..straight!!! tp kali ni lain kes le..so sick.ak mmg sengal ngn bnde2 duduk dlm dewan..it make me whole lot bored…[jahat..tersgtla jahat] klo bnde ceramah ok le jgkk [means i can bear it] klo bab plajaran ni ak…erk.. ak rse cm nk ckp je..miahaha..lbh2 ag klo ak ddk ngn ifif [ ak rse ak seblah dy dh] fuhh,more n more we’ll talk n laugh.ak xleh imagine seminar smu ni cne..[sbb pmru pn ak xpnah jejak kaki dlm seminar] haha…ak tau ak kne g..esp utk sub balaghah ngn adab nusus…hell or high water..tu bnde wajib ak g..o_O mati dh la..

bgitu byk controversy happen dlm set ak..ak pon muta itik dh nk setel cne..sbb between two..n it don’t require me to choose..just THEM.mushy things turn harder when other ppl is in.act, ak x kesa sgt pn..cume sorg kwn ak tu cm dh infected so badly..smpai nk sit xm pn still pikir..ni dh kes beratt!!!! ak ngn hana ah..the solver…page by page..chapter by chapter..lme2 ok la kot.sumtimes we need to know one better before we appreciatte ‘em..its not easy to trust or accept ppl…..sometimes.

ahh papepn..ak sgt happy skang..haha i’m out of sight.hell do i care~ listen to once in my life..stained glass ost..huhu remind me a lot..slap me!!!