I gUeSs its uP to ME
EVERY WASTED DAY, GOT A WASTED CHANCES
nothing in dis world can describe how i feel..it’s undescribable.and seems to remain unknown. only Allah know. perhaps nuyu also [i've told her. uhux as she's my personal advisor.ha3] so the dilema turn out to b lyke dis —> is dis the right choice? cpt gle buat keputusan. approx within 3 days. i simply list down all of the advantages n disadvantages, of leaving dis house,[for the very 1st time] dis room, dis notebook, dis t.v, dis minicompo!!! dis dis.. dis dat! huh, all of my best damn things! goodbye. its time for S-A-C-R-I-F-I-C-E.
right!i’m gonna say goodbye house. be cool b’coz it’s only for a while. 2 month left before SPM. so for the time being, let’s rawking. i’ve got a nice place to stay. with cosy fren to hang out with. insyaAllah.. mak ckp, skang msa utk pecut.. gyle2.. [need for speed?] hahha. she’s right. ak rse ak tade wt pape pn lg.study tu ade sket2. tp ak tatau sejauh mna ak dh cover. silibus2 f4.. f5.. discussion bleh buat kte igt 70%. so credit for stay away.plus.all i need is better discipline! better time management. another credit for decision i’ve decide.
sejauh mna ak mampu bertahan? living w/o bibik sanah a.k.a kak sanah. [MERCY~ D.I.Y!!] i leave myself to decide. tah pape le kalo ddk kejap je. huh~ nk msk ramadhan dh ni. ak plak jauh dr rumah. kdg2 terpikir gk psl tuh. tp xpe. demi cita-citaku.. huhu~ klo ak xbuat cani, ak rsa.. mcm.. ak tak amik ape2 inisiatif pn.
"berhijrah untuk menjadi lebih baik". quote utk aku. AND I’M SURE CAN.
kta akn peroleh apa yg setimpal dgn usaha kita. Allah maha adil. stp kesusahan pasti dibalas dgn kesenangan kelak. ameen. ak yakin itu! so do pray for me pal.
mak,dedek,amna,abas are my bestest gift.
nuyu,wa are my lock diary
we will never say bye bye.
