BEAUTIFUL DONE

"apsal mu salu bkk sejarah je.. x boring ke?" at last kua jugak suare ak
( act ak tetekan tgk bdk ni asyik bukak kitab sejarah je. ak sket pn xbce lg.kih3 )
"people who don’t learn the past are condemned to repeat it"
dgn padat & ringkas de jwp blk soalan ak.

haha~ ni la dialog femas dlm unit ak. time ak busy study bnda lain ( except sejarah ). dia? stay dgn buku sejarah je. aku mmg salute spring la kat dia nih. bleh keep it up.( baca2 pn, buku latihan kt tangan ) insyaAllah A1 utk SEJARAH utk dia.. tetibe tingat kat bdk nih. ( school hols has reach it ‘end’ ) rsa rindu membuak buak kt asama.~ ( woah. kenyataan palsu aku ) trial pn nk dekat gile dah ni.

but ME. staying here. in the middle of no where. ak tatau cane nak ckp. tp.. ak rasa ak blom kuat utk trial. ( kalo dlm perang, sure aku the 1st martyr punye lah ).

bru hbs baca sejarah. try buat exactly mcm amirah buat
( amirah :: one of my roomate :her ambition is to be a police.insyaAllah. ASP! )

nothing but worst. sket2 ade la masok dlm otak aku. sejarah to be compared with math/ addmath. i rather tortured by addmath.
( eventhou by doin the exercise, it make my head shiver in terror ).
but is dis how it supposed to be? sejarah tetap menjadi sejarah. walaupn sekerap mana aku condemn SEJARAH ) BOSAN, SEJARAH BOSAN!! bukankah aku wajib skor A1 utk sejarah. tu pon if i rily insist to get the best opportunity right ahead . so STOP think ridiculous about SEJARAH. try to make it..

BESTNYA!!!

( skali lagi fakta menipu )

tp kdg2 kita perlu tipu diri kita sendiri.. lama2, we will get use to it. don’t misjudge! utk study, anda boleh terapkan method ini. for else? hell yea. if u nod at it. u really have a big problem. ( shud go to any pcychiatrist )

esok jumaat dah. then sabtu. ahad skola. ( don’t act like u forget it ) lusa maybe anas will be home and I will be gone. aisyah plak balek merdeka day kot. maka adalah baiknya aku kirim ape2 aku nak. ( kih3.. not think of it yet.. xpe. still have much time ) esok nasib baik la cuti dari segala makneka~ ESOK will be no class. none!!! best gile. tapi, ak janji dah ngn aiza utk pas cd graphic sweater class aku. so esok aku still ade bnda kna buat!. wah3… janji tetap janji. will neva broke it unless if i die of course..

urr.. actually i’ve got sumthing to jot in, tp ak hilang idea dah. nothing more than happy things. no words can describe. i’m happy, YES~!  but at the same time, i cudnt lie to myself by having dis little tiny of sebe salah thing.. huu~ have try to get rid of it. but the more i try to forget.. the more i remember. it’s so hard to forget those. it make me sick. it so hard when it comes to people. i dont want to break any heart, pardon me.. but in this matter, i just have to. i didnt know which step shud i take.. and honestly i’ve no guts to make a first move. so lets take it easy ( i guess LAH ) , lets just forget it and live a happy life. try to make it simple. maybe this is the best end up. because, it wont hurt anybody. and i will have mind-free. nuyu salu marah aku kes aku salu negative dlm ape2 aku buat. haha! thanks for your technobabble nuyu.
it helps me much.

~better in time~

thanks for mr. ojisama for the perfect gift! appreciatte it.